uh oh, a break is in sight.

So I have been doing really good emotionally as far as losing my job, planning a wedding, etc.

I am pretty sure I am at my breaking point.

Yesterday our family dog of 12 years was put down (he had been living my aunt and uncle since my parents divorce). His name was Jake, a lab/chow mix we adopted from the pound two days before he was to be put down. He had a good life. If I can figure out how to attach a picture, I will.

Also, went to the doctor for my check-up. I have been taking anxiety medicine for about a year (Paxil- 20mg.) and because lately I have been irritable he decided to ween me off. I am not sure that this is a good idea (see major stress factors above). I am supposed to call next week to let him know how it is going and I think I am just in need of a change of meds and not being med free at this point.

Wedding planning is going. Our invitations arrived in the mail and what do you know, I put the wrong address for the church. My church has two buildings and I put the wrong building down on the invites! Ahhh!! I am calling the company tonight to see what can be done about this. I havn't really done much else. I am kind of at the point where I am not sure what do do next and how soon to do these things. See list below of what needs to be done, maybe you can help me with a timeline!

To complete before July 10:
Meet with florist to finalize flowers
Figure out centerpiece for reception--have an idea, just need to get on it!
Plan ceremony-music, etc.

I know there is a lot more, but completely drawing a blank.


Gotta go--bell rang, study hall is over and onto writing for this teacher.

love: carissa